{12.30.05}

short week

Whew, it’s Friday again! I love me a short work week. Last night, Lauren and I met at Kayo’s Roadhouse for our traditional girls night out. As always, we had a great time talking and laughing for hours.

Russ got Brenner a snowboard and lessons for Christmas this year. As soon as he gets the hang of skiing we will get out the snowboard. I know he will be fine and have a blast, but deep down I’m stricken with fear and cringing at the very thought of my baby barreling down the mountain with little or no control. I guess I better get out my board and brush up on my falling skills…

{12.28.05}

new beginnings...

of the New Year…mmm, I can almost smell them. Out with the old and in with the new…and that’s exactly what Adam and I plan to do New Year’s Eve at the Sunriver Resort with friends. Oh my gosh, we have so many fun things planned for the day and evening…I’m SO excited!

I did it…I broke down and cut my hair, not super short - just styled. For me, the hardest part about growing my hair is the lack of style in-between stages…it’s just there, staring back at me in the mirror and mocking me for cutting it to begin with. Oh my dear Lord, am I really writing about my hair, again? Ok, stopping...

My parents leave in six days for Hawaii! After raising two semi-functional children, 39 years of marriage and for ALWAYS putting the needs of others before their own I think they are so deserving of this vacation. I love you both and hope you have the best time EVER. Aloha!

{12.27.05}

post-christmas

I stayed up way too late last night taking down my Christmas decorations, cleaning and packing. I'll be so glad when this move is over, I dread moving. I'm honestly to the point of chucking things just so I don't have to pack them...lazy I know, but it's the truth. I have just about everything purchased for the new place...curtains, rods, bathroom cabinet and futon cover. Mocha browns and creams with a splash of cranberry will be my new color theme.

Today was my day off...well kinda. I spent a few hours helping Adam paint his living room. It's really coming together and I know he will be glad when it's complete. We are taking the easy way out for dinner and heading to Papa's Pizza with Brenner in a few minutes, so I better sign off. Chow.

{12.26.05}

christmas without brenner

Augh...it was my first Christmas without my Brenner and oh man was that a hard one to swallow and keep smiling. But with the help of Adam, Jen and Eric, they managed to keep my spirits up. Jen came over and enjoyed a glass of wine with me while Adam prepared his first Christmas dinner, which turned out super yummy! Eric, Adam’s brother, came over for dinner and played a few games of Balderdash before leaving. All and all it was a fun and relaxing Christmas day.

Today, I’m organizing and packing my place for the big move next month. Wow, how did I accumulate so much more STUFF in just two years? I've already made one trip to the thrift store and foresee making many more before it’s all said and done. Ok, I better shuffle along and get things done.

{12.25.05}

merry christmas

{12.22.05}

thoughts on 32

Hmm, I’m turning 32 in exactly one month! Really, how did that happen? I was just adjusting to 31. Oh well, I’m happy, healthy and don’t act my age what so ever…so it’s all good, right? RIGHT?

So this is kinda my Friday...well, I have  to work until 12pm tomorrow, but then I won't be back until the 28th. I'm taking a vacation day next week to spend with my boys. I know it's not much time, but with Heather still on maternity leave, I didn't have the heart to ask for more.

This may be my last entry before Christmas, so I wish you all a very happy and blessed Christmas! Loves to all.

"It is Christmas every time you let God love others through you . . . yes, it is Christmas every time you smile at your brother and offer him your hand."
-Mother Teresa

{12.21.05}

product obsession

So I was organizing my bathroom last night, getting ready for my move, and came to the conclusion that I have an obsession with products. I mean, how many hair gels, straighteners, shaping balm and sprays can one girl have? Is this normal, I wondered to myself out loud?

Stuff I’m totally digging these days…

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  Black Raspberry Vanilla perfume by Bath & Body Works.
  
  


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  Trapp - orange vanilla votive candles.
  
  


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  Lanza – final effects volume hairspray.
  
  


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  Tutti Dolci & DuWop lip-glosses.
  
  


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  SweetLiving peppermint gum.
  
  


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  Flax Oil- super for hair & nail growth.
  
  


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  White Chocolate Mochas.
  
  


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  Hummus dip & Greek Isle pita chips.
  
  


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  Organic wine.
  
  


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  My humidifier.
  
  


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  Wearing my favorite size 6 jeans again!
  
  

{12.20.05}

reflecting

Crazy…2006 is rapidly approaching with only 11 days left in 2005! With a few exceptions, it's been a great year. It was a season for personal growth and second chances for sure. Along the way I was blessed to find some awesome people that accepted and loved me unconditionally – without judgment or condemnation. Learning whom I can trust with my deepest thoughts and open heart was also a difficult lesson learned…but God is good heals and restores.

**Holy Moly...I'm looking at my new office phone and I'm counting 71 buttons on this bad boy...why in the world do I need 71 buttons?  We only have five phone lines for crying out loud...and you know you're in trouble when you're given a manual book to learn just how to answer the darn thing!

{12.19.05}

manic monday

It’s Monday…I’m tired and all I really wanted to do this morning was stay in bed and snuggle with my Brenner. But I’m here, at work, looking out the window and wishing for the snow to melt…just a little. I was up til 11pm last night trying to clear my walkways with a broom and dustpan, which failed miserably. I must buy a shovel today.

Friday night, at Papa’s Pizza, I enjoyed catching up with the Hagen family. The Hagen’s and Mooney’s go waaaaaay back. It was amazing to watch Emmett and Brenner play together…just like Sean and I did at their age. And when Adam would leave the room, they would all take turns asking questions about him and giving me their approval. It was sweet.

Saturday…we went up to Three Creeks, by Sisters, in search for a Christmas tree for Adam’s house. At six degrees, sledding lasted all of 15 minutes and the first tree that looked half way decent was cut down. Burrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! After decorating the tree, we went over to my Aunt and Uncle’s for our Christmas dinner. Back at my place, Adam had a great time playing Santa. From tossing snowballs on top of the roof and ringing bells while Brenner was trying to fall asleep to eating Santa's cookies and making reindeer bite marks in the carrots…good memories and traditions were made for sure.

Sunday morning, Brenner couldn’t wait to run downstairs to see if Santa ate all the cookies. He was thrilled to say the least. After Brenner opened all his presents from Santa, we headed back over to my Aunt and Uncle’s to finish opening presents with my parents. I feel very blessed to have such a great family…loves and thanks to everyone for a great weekend.

{12.18.05}

our christmas weekend

Sledding on Saturday

Presents on Sunday

Laser Tag! Once a man, twice a boy

Sockmunki22

Brenner's Gingerbread House.

{12.15.05}

funk

I’m in a funk…I feel that I have no direction or plan. I have a great life…my son is perfect and healthy…I have a fabulous boyfriend that loves and spoils me rotten…my awesome family and friends that support and love me…so what’s wrong with me? I hope I can shake this before the weekend…bleh! I did get a call this morning from the owner of the apartment in Canyon Rim to let me know that I’m approved and set to move in February. So after Christmas, guess what I’ll be doing?

Snowman Cups I'm making for Brenner's Christmas Party

{12.14.05}

a case of the 'but firsts'

I must get out all my Christmas cards, "BUT FIRST" I have to finish wrapping presents, "BUT FIRST" I have to shovel my driveway, "BUT FIRST" I have to call my landlord about a leaky pipe in Brenner’s bathroom…AUGH there is no rhyme or reason to this craziness.

The week doesn’t seem to be slowing down any; today I have a business lunch about a side bookkeeping job and dinner/shopping with Adam in Bend. Tomorrow I hope to finish any and all baking for Christmas with my family this weekend. And Friday we have Emmett’s birthday party at Papa’s Pizza…yay for Papa’s…I love that place. Ok, I’m done rambling and boring you all to death with my to-do list.

{12.13.05}

giving up

on straight hair. I was given curly locks and I’m gonna wear em. I find it strange how the longer my hair gets, the curlier it is. I just thank God for hair products…I couldn't survive without my texture crème.

So last night while driving to Adam’s house for dinner, Brenner says “Mom, guess where God lives?” “Where Brenner?” “God lives in the moon, cuz it’s far away and bright like Him”. My heart stopped and my eyes filled with tears…I asked him where he heard this and he said, “Nowhere, I just know”.

{12.12.05}

weekend update

The weekend was good. Saturday afternoon, Adam made peanut butter fudge while I supervised and photographed the event. In the evening we went to my boss’ Christmas party, where we witnessed Senator Ben Westlund reading a politically correct Christmas story to a baby…priceless!

Sunday…after cleaning the office, I went to my Aunt and Uncle’s to decorate their house for Christmas. Which by the way, we are having with my family next weekend because of Brenner’s schedule with his Father this year. Anywho, before dinner with Lauren and Nathan at Lauren’s new house, I decided to go for a run outside…bigo mistako…my ankles and hips are killing me this morning from running on uneven snow/ice pack roads. Dinner was awesome and Lauren and I exchanged our Christmas gifts…I so love my DuWop venom gloss…serious plump action! The only downside to the evening was that Desperate Housewives wasn't on last night…what’s that all about?

Back to invoicing…I’m almost done with the B’s…mercy!

{12.10.05}

2006

In 2006, I'm scrapping those pesky New Year's resolutions and replacing them with challenges.

•  Love more.


•  Strengthen a relationship.


•  Expand my horizons.


•  Eat healthier.


•  Tackle a creative project.


•  Double-think "luxury" purchases.


•  Stress LESS.


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   Chill MORE.
  
  

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Making Peanut Butter Fudge (hey it's not 2006 yet)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

{12.9.05}

giving tree

All you locals, we are getting 45 more names for the Giving Tree today. For those not familiar with the program, we are given 175 names of children/families every year that are in need during the holiday season. If you’re interested in sponsoring a child, the remaining names will be on the tree located at the Local Grounds Café, hopefully, by this afternoon. It touches my heart to see our boardroom full of gifts every year and it reminds me what the Christmas season is truly about…people coming together to support the community and the needs of others.

I hope everyone has a fabulous Friday and weekend.

***

babe, this is what you get for falling asleep on my couch at 9pm. 1-4-3.

 

 

{12.8.05}

a sweet explanation

Um, it’s really Thursday? I did get a lot accomplished this week, so I cannot complain. Last night I wrapped all the Christmas gifts and placed them strategically under my tree. This morning I caught Brenner going through them and when confronted, he said, “Mom, I’m just petting them”. He has the most vivid imagination and wish I could record everything he's saying right now…priceless!

Beautifully Stated…

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it’s harder every time. You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You’ll fight with your best friend. You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back.

 

{12.7.05}

royal treatment

Yesterday, I managed to sneak out of the office at 4pm for a haircut…so I thought. I received the royal treatment from the new Aveda salon (and new members) in town. First, they served me a glass of wine with yummy festive Hors d’oeuvres. Second, they had a consultant sit down with me and ask questions about my hair and what type of style I was thinking about. Before my trim and while my hair was detoxifying, I was given a scalp, neck and shoulder massage…umm, HEAVEN! I did NOT want to return to work but I had the new Ray’s Food Place preview party to attend and work my membership marketing magic. They had a great band and hope to book them for our Music on the Green concert series this summer. Reasons why I’m a new customer…

- General location of conventional and natural items.

- Walk in beer cooler.

- Seventh generation toilet paper...what happened to the sixth?

- Western Family brand (it's an Eastern Oregon thing)

- Wine shop.

- Bulk food selection

- They keep the stalks on the artichokes for presentation.

- Courtesy clerks…hoot hoot for customer service!

- And last but not least, it’s the closest store from my place.

{12.6.05}

my christmas wish

Oh Membership billing to be done. I’m so behind and feel some serious over-time in my near future…bleh! Regardless of my workload, I’ve decided to take a few days off after Christmas to spend with my Adam. How does Vegas sound babe? Ohhhhh Vegas…

Not much else to write…back to work I go.

{12.5.05}

inventory

After hours of shopping and working up a healthy appetite, I made the boys my yummy Kielbasa dish. After clean up, Brenner helped me make peanut butter cookies while I fought Adam to stay out of the dough. After Adam left, I settled Brenner down with a Christmas Veggie Tale movie while venturing upstairs to super clean Brenner’s room. I do this yearly; prior to Christmas and before the massive haul of toys he receives.

Things I found…and three bags later...

• 50 bouncy balls from Papa’s Pizza.


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  Fluoride chewable tablets.
  
  


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  His collection of dead bugs in plastic Easter eggs.
  
  


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  Missing in action GI Joe parts.
  
  


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  A zillion art projects from daycare that I can’t bring myself to toss.
  
  


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  Random fast food happy meal toys from his Friday visits with my Uncle.
  
  


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  Abandoned Fisher Price toys never to be played with again because they are “baby toys”.
  
  

Let it melt...let it melt...let it melt...I miss running outside!

Brenner's "Cool" snowman.

{12.4.05}

photo session

Yesterday was hectic but fun. Aside from my horrible hair day and Brenner's cheesy smiles, I was happy with our photo session. With Christmas only 21 days away I was thankful to view and order my Christmas cards before leaving the studio. Now the hard part...deciding which images to order - ohhh decisions!

Jen's visit was fun but too short, we could have easily spent more time gabbing for sure. She found a few items collecting dust in my closet while Brenner and Adam gave us their fashion opinions and approvals...it was cute.

Adam's company Christmas party was fun and relaxing. They had an elf come from the resort and read the kids a bedtime story and gave them each a toy from Santa. Brenner was stoked and is still talking about it.

While Brenner goes with his Dad sledding and Christmas tree hunting this afternoon, Adam and I plan to get some shopping in, use our 30% off coupons at the Old Mill that Jen gave us, thanks girl! What a gorgeous day...I love a blue sky on cold winter days...so clean and bright...mmmhmm, good for the soul.

Brenner wants to say something - yry46gfr7tfbg (Brenner, Daddy is my friend - good)

{12.3.05}

why i love her

- She fills my internet favorites with random stuff.

- She refuses to shop at Safeway.

- She pronounces it 'crick'.

- She knows everyone.

- She tries hard.

- She's a cribbage champ.

- She loves her family.

- She jumps at movies.

- She can't stand reality tv.

- She does the worst impressions ever.

- She motivates me.

- She eats junk food, but health food too.

- She challenges me.

- She laughs at my jokes.

- She makes me be social.

- She smells good.

- She always sneezes in pairs.

- She likes my family.

- She's beautiful.

- She has to have a plan.

- She makes the bed faithfully.

- She tries to understand me.

- She's creative.

- She won't let me buy a Volvo.

- She's a great Mother.

- I just do.

by Adam Ridlon

{12.2.05}

mysterious scripture

Tomorrow is going to be a busy day. Brenner and I have a photo session in the morning with a client of Adam’s, and I really hope that Brenner doesn’t get any new bruises or scratches on his little face, which usually happens without fail before picture day. Then, my bestest friend Jen is coming over to raid my closet to find something to wear for a party while we fit in some much needed girlie talk. In the evening, we will brave the drive to Sunriver for Adam’s company Christmas party!

Jamie and I found this scripture on the printer this morning with no clue how it got there…but it’s fitting and certainly found a place in our hearts.

“See to it that no one takes you captive through hollow and deceptive philosophy, which depends on human tradition and the basic principles of this world rather than on Christ.” ~Colossians 2:8  

{12.1.05}

oh drama

Just when you think senseless drama is out of your life, it somehow resurfaces it’s ugly self in rare form. Last night Adam received a phone call from a friend back home to inquire about a rumor. Adam took the high road, remained respectful and diplomatic with his words. He’s not infatuated with spreading rumors or persuading people to take his side…they know the truth and remain loyal friends.

Let it snow…let it snow! We received about 7 new inches of snow last night and I love it. Even without snow tires, I was very impressed with how well my little Honda did this morning. Today is the Business Hop and the caterer just cancelled due to the weather. So back to work to find meats and treats for 150 people…groovy!

{11.30.05}

brotherly love

I’m tired and have a gigantic headache this morning. Last night I had a few cosmos while talking to my brother on the phone for two hours. I love my brother; we can talk about anything and everything. We fought like cats and dogs growing up, but regardless of how many times we wanted to kill each other, we always stuck by each other…always! He was and will always be my protector and confidant. Out of respect for my family, I won’t divulge too much information, but my bro is going through a painful divorce and it’s breaking my heart to hear the pain in his voice. I love him so much and wish we didn’t live 300 miles apart so I could give him a hug and tell him everything is going to be ok.

On a positive note, I think the wart on my foot that Adam froze off is finally going to fall off! Hey, it's the small things in life that bring me joy and happiness.

{11.29.05}

christmas-ness

Last night was super productive and fun. After cleaning the office last night Brenner, Adam and I decorated my place, tree and all. Yes, I have a fake tree, but try to understand that I have a Honda Civic and I can't very well jaunt outdoors to get a real one. Anyway, I was so excited to run downstairs this morning to turn on all the sparkly lights. Oh but the bareness under the tree…what a sad, sad sight. I'll try to wrap and find some decent looking recycled bows from last year (stop laughing Mother) while Brenner naps this weekend.

Ok, you will think I’m odd (well more odd) but I found and won on eBay my most cherished childhood Christmas toy I received when I was six. To this day when I smell anything lemon or berry, my mind immediately goes back to that Christmas Eve. If you know me well, you will know that I’m talking about my Lemon Meringue Shortcake doll.

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christmas staff photo

{11.28.05}

moving news

It’s Monday, the day Adam leaves for Seattle on business for two days. Maybe I'll get my place all decorated and festive while he’s gone to keep my mind off missing him.

I have a few details to work out but I think I’m moving in February. It seems that the penthouse apartment with great windows and an incredible view in Canyon Rim will work out after all. I’m getting excited about the move and already mapped out where everything will go in all 500 square feet! The townhouse I’m in now is 1100 square feet so I will have some serious adjusting and organizing to do. Here’s a picture of my living room now. Later, I'll post one of the new place for comparison.

{11.27.05}

contemplating

I’m sitting at my desk wondering if I should clean the office knowing that tomorrow we will decorate for Christmas and make a complete mess…hmm, I think I’ll wait until tomorrow.

Thanksgiving day and dinner was great. My mom and aunt made so much food it was impossible to fit everything on my plate…which made going back for seconds more excusable. After dinner we played Balderdash and Cranium, followed by pie…three different nummy pies. Brenner was a dishwashing champ and seemed disappointed when they were all done. Yep, he’s a keeper!

Friday afternoon, Adam and I finished our Christmas shopping in Bend. It’s a great feeling knowing that I will enjoy the holiday season without that panic hurry feeling. Instead, I will have time to bake and decorate more this year.

Saturday was the day of our “Holiday” parade, and to be honest, I don’t remember much of it because of the freezing temperature.  My fingers and toes remain froze and it was by far the coldest three hours of my life. Afterwards, we all met at 7th Street for drinks to warm up.

{11.25.05}

thanksgiving dinner

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

{11.22.05}

as life's plan unfolds

we come to realize that what is important is our relationships – with our family, our friends and the divine. My wish is that you use these gifts for every occasion – to enhance relationships, to say I love you, or just as an acknowledgment that the bonds we form are as everlasting as the spirit.  Happy Thanksgiving!

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Jen just emailed me a picture of her baby, Tank – check him out!

{11.21.05}

proposition

I just had an interesting lunch break. I was picking up an alteration from the cleaners and was offered a bookkeeping job from the owner…an evening after work type thing. It’s tempting but I’m really trying to keep my life as simple as possible. I see so many people around me that complicate their lives with meaningless interests or tasks that really only preoccupy themselves from their unhappiness. Jeepers, I wonder where that came from? Perhaps from my own past experiences and convictions…hmm.

"Never give in! Never give in! Never, never, never. Never -- in anything great or small, large or petty -- never give in except to convictions of honor and good sense." ~ Sir Winston Churchill

 

{11.20.05}

weekend update

Seriously, where did the weekend go? I know it's still Sunday, but it feels like I should have another morning to sleep in...oh Monday mornings, how I dread them!

Saturday morning I woke at 6:30am...why, I don't really know. Brenner was at his Dad's house for the weekend so I thought I could sleep in, but oh no! So I headed out my door around 8am to clean the office before meeting Jen for breakfast. We had a great talk about love, life and other unmentionable chitchat. She's always good about putting things in perspective! After breakfast, Adam and I conquered our Christmas shopping in Bend. We had a great time and nearly completed all our shopping. It's a great feeling to have everything nearly purchased before the holiday craziness sets in. Once upon a time I would have all my gifts bought and wrapped by the first of November...what ever happened to that? We drove out to John and Amy's for dinner and a fun game of Cranium...and yes, we remain champions!

Sunday was just as crazy. I got up pretty early and decided to run my 3 miles in the freezing fog...it was pretty cold but soooo gratifying. In the afternoon, Adam and I finished our shopping for Thanksgiving, which will be at my Aunt and Uncle's this year. Mom and Dad will be coming and Eric, Adam's brother too. Adam is making his family tradition dish, pork pie. I've never had, so it will be fun to bring another family tradition to ours. I love the Holidays, my Mom baking and cooking, my Dad in his chair watching football...oh love love them. Anyway, we had Lauren and Nathan over for dinner tonight...Adam did all the scrumptious cooking and even made dessert, yummy!

{11.18.05}

clarity

A moment of clarity has to be the most satisfying feeling to have. I recently had one oddly enough in the store the other night with Brenner. Strange when and where that can happen...

Today was busy but productive. After two hours of training I’m now Oregon Q Certified…don’t ask, it’s boring and unimportant to anyone that has a life. It’s good for my portfolio so I guess it was time well spent doodling on my notepad and pretending to pay attention.

Also, it’s a good day because my Aunt is on new medication that is making her feel better and allowing her to do things she hasn’t done in a long time!

I hope everyone has a stupendous weekend…loves to all.

{11.17.05}

a typical day

I'm experiencing a cooking block lately, you know when you have no idea what to fix for dinner and nothing sounds good. This is annoying to Adam I’m sure, but thankfully Brenner doesn’t care because he has three things he loves and never gets tired of; avocados, anything pasta, and jelly sandwiches - just jelly - no peanut butter – weirdo! Anyway, I should cruz the Internet for some yummy but EASY recipes and plan my meals on weekends. The last thing I want to do after working eight hours everyday in the public is go to the store and inevitably run into someone I know from work and feel the need to keep my professional hat on. That’s the beauty of shopping at 9pm when normal people are home and enjoying their evenings. Oh, to have the luxury of shopping, planning and doing things during the day…must be nice.

Here is a typical day for me… I get up around 6ish, start coffee, get Brenner’s chocolate milk, which is really Ovaltine but he doesn’t know, pop a cartoon in the DVD (no cable for this girl), shower, start or fold a load of laundry, make the beds, make breakfast, do the dishes, get Brenner in the shower and dressed, pack-up his backpack with a show-and-tell toy and a snack that he doesn’t need because daycare provides them, but thinks it’s “cool”, check my straightening iron and coffee pot several (more like 5) times to make sure they are turned off, drop Brenner off at daycare around 7:45ish and kiss him a million times until he tells me to stop and runs off to play, cry inside, crank my music to prepare for the day, stop for coffee at Starbucks if time allows, work, run on my lunch hour, work, try to find something to eat, pick Brenner up around 5ish, listen to him describe his whole day on the ride home, get his snack made, try to pretend that I’m interested and excited to make dinner, make dinner, do the dishes, play Go Fish a million times, help him with his preschool workbook, go through my fantastic junk mail, read some books, pray with Brenner and thank God for giving him to me, collapse on my loveseat, turn on my TV and try to find something that comes in clear, flip through my Marie Claire magazine that is 3 months old, return any missed calls, do some more cleaning and laundry before bed and wonder how I’m going to do this all over again the next day.

Wow, what a random journal entry…back to work…yay for me.

{11.15.05}

silence

Aww… the silence of an office is a wonderful thing and I miss it very much. I prolly just jinxed myself and the phones will begin to ring off the hook with people asking annoying random questions like, “What is the local time?” or “What day in the week is the 26th, the day of your parade?” or my personal favorite, “When do the deer around here turn into elk?” Two words people…DISCOVERY CHANNEL. Jeesh!!!! I can’t wait for Heather and our new victim, Jamie to start full-time. I just don’t have the time or the patience to deal with people that have no appreciation for phonebooks, Internet, newspapers or directory assistance.

Ok, I best stop my complaining and get back to work…I think I need another mocha, yes another mocha. 

Note to self: must purchase new running pants…I think I showed too much on my run today!

{11.14.05}

mocha goodness

It’s just Eric and I in the office this week…yikes. I seriously contemplated even getting out of bed this morning…oh so peaceful and warm. I have my yummy white chocolate mocha from Starbucks and the day is looking a little brighter now:-)

Yesterday, I had the flu…the all day in bed, can’t get up or I’d fall over kind of flu. I was so bummed because I had free tickets to the truck show that Brenner was looking forward to for weeks. Thankful, Adam, my awesome boyfriend was able to take him. They came home with sticky cotton candy cheeks and smelling like diesel fuel. After some good Chinese food and a great episode of Desperate Housewives I went back to bed.

Ok, so after relentless pestering from John suggesting that I have “the eye” for photography and that my photos could use some help, I’m going to sit down with him and learn Photoshop. Apparently, I also need to purchase the new D200…what’s wrong with my sleek and reliable Canon? Aww.

{11.12.05}

expectations

I live and love life passionately, usually without fail. But last night as I sat alone with my thoughts, I found myself questioning my expectations and passion for life. Do I expect too much or too little? Does one ask this question only after continued disappointment and hurt?

{11.11.05}

molly's last day

It’s Molly’s last day, therefore, it’s a sad day. We had a fun day “trying” to be productive. Ha, mission impossible. Between members coming in to say their goodbyes, John taking goofy pictures of us, which better not show up in the Redmond Spokesman, and the many trips to the cake table to reminisce over good times...we didn't get very much work accomplished.

That's our Molly - photo by J.B.

{11.10.05}

jenny

Wow…two days without blogging! It’s been super crazy at work with Molly leaving, training the newbee and Heather on maternity leave. I feel an ulcer coming on strong. It’s been an insane week and I’m looking forward to the weekend with my boys. Adam and I plan to take Brenner to the Monster Truck show on Sunday, which reminds me to put ear plugs on my list.

Speaking of lists, I have a list for everything these days – my desk looks like a post-it war zone. Oh my goodness, I love my job…my favorite coffee shop in town just brought in free coffee - oh the many perks I get for working with the community. Ok, back to work and planning Molly's going away party.  This one is just for you Mol...Ha ha...I'll miss you girl!

"Jenny"

{11.6.05}

thankful

Yesterday morning was Brenner’s last soccer game and the weather could not have been worse. It was raining/hailing/snowing and blowing sideways all at the same time. My umbrella, that I thought was such a good bargain at the time of purchase, failed miserably. So you would think that we would have cancelled the game and party afterwards because of this frightful weather…but oh NO, we endured the elements and had the party. It just shows, no matter how cold and wet it is, kids love SUGAR! After the game, Adam and I rented movies, planted our lazy buns comfortably on his couch until dinner. It was the best Saturday I've had in a long time.

Today is a good day. I’m in love with a man who loves me unconditionally, my parents and family that support me no matter what, my son, his incredible tender heart makes all the badness in my world melt away with one smile or look…oh the power of unconditional love. And I can’t forget all my steadfast friends; I treasure and love you all.

btw...I've lost 3 more lbs...prolly from stress tho:-)

The Dynamic Duo...go Blue Thunders!

{11.2.05}

mismatched

On my way to Starbucks this morning for my daily addiction fix, I noticed not one but two different shoes (not matching) along side of the road about 50 feet apart. What are the odds of seeing this? I know it’s a random thought, but seriously! I sure hope they find their mates and live happily ever after.

On a serious note, I almost broke down in tears this morning while talking to Molly about her leaving! She’s been a great friend and has seen me through some good and bad times and without a doubt, always gave me the best advice. I will miss her immensely.

Ok, I better get back to work. I’m hoping the weather holds out so I can run outside today. The treadmill was so boring yesterday. Hmm, maybe I should put a tropical picture of some sort above my treadmill, so when I run I  can imagine myself there drinking some blue girlie drink and soaking up the sun.  Geesh, I need a tropical vacation soon.

{11.1.05}

batman

Brenner had a blast last night and really got into the whole Halloween shebang this year. He picked out his costume all by himself and played the part of Batman perfectly in front of everybody! Hope you all had a fun and safe evening.      

{10.31.05}

adoring

Friday night Adam, Brenner and I went to baby Cohen’s first birthday party (Adam’s Godchild). I absolutely adore this child! And silly me, I forgot my camera to capture his smile that melts my heart and makes me long for another child every time I hold him!

Saturday morning we kicked the weekend off at Brenner’s soccer game with my parents cheering him on from the crowd. They loved it! Next weekend will be his last game this season. That evening Adam and I went to Chad’s fabulous Halloween party while my family got their Brenner fix.

Sunday we did NOTHING...it was awesome and greatly needed for Adam and I.  Do I really need to say why? Ha!

I wish I had time to put together a witty and well thought-out journal entry, but I don’t. Typing out my new job description this morning made me wonder how I’m going to have a life outside of work! Oh, and for all my girls out there and one in particular who knows what I’m talking about…"I didn’t have to sleep with a man to get my promotion" wowser!

{10.28.05}

preggers                  

                                                                                                                                 

Halloween party at work. 

poor heather, hang in there!

{10.26.05}

crazy week

It’s been a crazy week at work. Molly, our Events/Membership Director gave her two-week notice yesterday. But the real kicker is that Heather, our Marketing/Sales Director is due to have her baby any minute. So that will leave Eric, my boss and myself to run the Chamber until we find a replacement and Heather returns from maternity leave. The good news is that I’ve been promoted to Operations/Membership Director. But last night I couldn’t sleep a wink thinking about work and all that needs to get done in a very short period of time!

I’ve been running for three weeks at a park after work and during my lunch breaks…but I won’t say which park for the sake of my mother’s concern for my safety:-) Anyway, it’s really starting to pay off. I’ve lost 8 lbs already, which for some people isn’t a lot but if you’re 5’3 it’s A LOT.

Last night Brenner’s last soccer practice was so cold and windy, but we stuck it out and finished. Amy (another parent) and I coached and had the kids practice kicking the ball with their left feet. We also taught them about courtesy, teamwork & sportsmanship. The best part was listening to them say sportsmanship…priceless!

{10.25.05}

seeking

"I have learned to seek my happiness by limiting my desires, rather than attempting to satisfy them." --John Stuart Mills

{10.24.05}

ups & downs

Last weekend was filled with ups and downs! I won’t go into too much detail but let’s just say that I probably won’t be moving to the penthouse apartment after all. I’m super bummed but I know that when one door closes another will open. The hard part is waiting! I may be looking for a second (or third if you count my cleaning biz) soon. With Christmas approaching fast, the extra money would be nice.

Brenner did very well at his soccer game on Saturday. He was the star player scoring 6 goals. Now if we can just teach him to kick the ball with his left foot too we will be set for a college scholarship for sure. That evening Jen came over to watch a horror movie with Adam and I. I’m such a scardy cat and need to stop watching those movies! I want to keep any innocence I have left as long as possible:-)

Tonight, Brenner and I have a dinner date at Papa’s pizza with Cheryl and Zack…good times indeed.

{10.21.05}

friday

I can’t believe its Friday already…wow! I’m ready for a super chill weekend that’s for sure. Brenner has a soccer game tomorrow and after that I’ll be playing photographer at the Fall Home Show for work.

I’m going to be all girly here for a moment…if I ever want to cut my hair again, please will somebody stop me? This growing out stage is killing me…I’ve been sporting ponytails lately, which doesn’t really pull of a professional look for work…ha ha.  And I know that my mother is laughing right now knowing good and well that I will. Love you mom!

Oh, I just heard that IKEA is coming to Portland in 2007. Wee…I’m so excited. Adam and I went to our first store a few months ago in Washington and fell in love...I mean LOVE!

{10.18.05}

moving

I may be moving to a newer mother-in-law apartment in Canyon Rim this winter. It’s small and quaint, but that just means less clutter and everything MUST have it’s own place. I love that! Fair Haven has been good to me, but Canyon Rim is a much better neighborhood with children I trust for Brenner to play with. But I have to be honest; the thought of moving again makes me cringe and my elbows ache! Sorry Dad, that means my treadmill must come down the stairs again:-)

Tonight is girl’s night out at 7th Street. I’m so excited to see all my friends and catch up…it’s been forever.

{10.17.05}

my corn nut

{10.13.05}

work

I’m just about caught up at work from being gone on vacation…whoa! Yesterday I got a call from a member that needs help with a mailing project that is due tomorrow. The pay is great and it should only take me a few hours. So after Brenner’s soccer practice and running tonight I’ll be stamping and labeling 600 invitations…wee! It’s good to be home.

{10.12.05}

we're back

Adam and I had a great trip back East. Thursday, the flights over were a bit bumpy but we made it safe and sound. Dan (Adam’s friend) met us at the Manchester airport and drove us to his place in Dover, New Hampshire. We all went to dinner at the 99 (pub) and had a great time. We drove that night to Adam’s Dad’s place in South Portland, Maine for the night.

Friday, we took advantage of the nice weather and drove to the beach in the Volvo rental car Adam picked up. It was a beautiful day and I got some great shots of the famous Portland Head Light. Some things about Maine amaze me, like all the random cemeteries that can be found around town…I noticed one right by a Duncan Donuts shop, which btw is like Starbucks...they're everywhere. That night we drove to Casco, Maine to visit and stay with Arlene (Adam’s Mom) and John. They have a beautiful home and the most adorable German shepherd puppies.

Saturday, we drove to Wells, Maine to meet the rest of Adam’s family at Lord’s Harborside Restaurant. I tried Lobster for the first time and didn’t like it all that much, the flavor was ok but the texture was wicked chewy. I guess it was over-cooked but I think I’ll stick with steak next time:-)

Sunday, we went to Adam’s Grandparents place to visit for a while and after we picked up Dan and drove around the Berwick area where they were raised. For dinner, Eric (Adam’s brother) prepared a fabulous pork dish for everyone. And of course I watched my show (Desperate Housewives).

Monday, Arlene took us out for breakfast and after we returned the rental car. We said our goodbyes to everyone in Maine and took to the train to Dover. Dan picked us up and drove us to Boston. We parked his car at Jen’s (Adam’s friend) place and took the subway downtown. Now that was my first experience on a subway and hopefully my last…peewhew. We had a delicious Italian dinner and met up with Matt (Adam’s friend) for drinks after. I love Boston and hope to experience more of it next time we visit.

So that about covers it. We had a great vacation but I’m glad to be home with Brenner… I missed him like crazy!

 

 

Downtown Boston

{10.04.05}

mine

Yay…it’s my Friday…mine, ALL mine! Three years is a long time to wait for a vacation. Tomorrow I’m going to use my comp time from DDA to pack and get ready. I haven’t done a single thing for my trip, which is so not like me. Man, I’m really going to miss my Brenner while I’m gone -- seven days is a super long time to go without my great hugs and kisses from my boy.

Until next week…loves to all!

{10.02.05}

happy october

The dinner, dance & auction Friday night was great but I'm so glad it's over. It was so much work and my feet hated me the next day for sure! I went in the office today to clean and get a head start on balancing the event. I really hope I can get everything done before Adam and I leave on Wednesday.

Brenner's soccer game yesterday was good, but so cold - burrrrr. He scored two goals for his team and only one for the other...oops:-)

{9.30.05}

best friends

                                                

me & Jen

{9.28.05}

neighbors

Last night Cheryl and I had a great time getting to know each other while the boys played. Zach watched over Brenner like an older brother, which was super sweet. Cheryl and I have a lot in common including knowing a certain “friend” who lives right down our street. It was a very interesting and enlightening conversation.

For those who don’t know, I’m going back East (Maine) with Adam to meet his entire family. I’m so excited and a little nervous at the same time. I can’t believe we leave next Wednesday…where did this month go?

{9.27.05}

counting the days

Only three days to go until the annual Dinner Dance and Auction event at work and I’m totally exhausted! On top of that I completely booked my evenings for the rest of the week. Why do I do that? I like to stay busy, so I guess I shouldn't complain.

Tonight Brenner has soccer practice before his big game on Saturday. After practice we are meeting Cheryl and her son Zach at Papa's Pizza. It will be nice to chat while the boys burn their endless amounts of energy in the germnasium jungle:-)

Hope everyone has a great evening, I’m off to get my teeth cleaned…oh joy!

{9.25.05}

colors

Today Adam and  I went to Home Depot to pick out paint for a wall in his living room. We both really like orange shades and found the perfect one - Copper Coin. He's in the process of painting as I type.  I hope it turns out.

I'm so excited for tonight, and do you know why???? Because it's the season premiere of my most favorite show - Desperate Housewives! Lauren is coming over to Adam's to watch it with me on his 65 inch TV. And I'm sure we will have a few margaritas...of course we will.

{9.23.05}

stages

Brenner is definitely in the “what, where, and why” stage and I love it. He is so precious and it’s been so hard not to laugh in front of him when he asks these random questions. For example, this morning I’m getting his breakfast ready and he asks me what “Farts” look like? I about lost it…

Hope everyone has a great weekend...Adam and I have our last salsa lesson tonight before the big event next week!

{9.22.05}

friendship

I found this quote that hits home with a friendship I’m dealing with lately and it makes me want to try harder with the friendships I have and cherish now.

"You can make more friends in a month by being interested in them than in ten years by trying to get them interested in you." -Charles L. Allen

{9.19.05}

a case of the mondays

It's a Monday alright...augh! I really didn't want to get out of bed this morning.

Brenner and I had a good weekend together. We went to Bend on Saturday to feed the ducks at the park and did a little shopping for school.  Brenner is such a Grampy's boy, he wanted to buy every piece of camo clothing he could find...it was too cute. Sunday was pretty uneventful but very relaxing. Adam and Brenner rode bikes before the BBQ and for dessert the boys made the best chocolate chip cookies ever! Hope everyone had a good weekend.

{9.16.05}

debut

I'm finally done getting this site up and running. I want to modify a few things but I'm calling it good for now.  I hope you all enjoy the photos and upcoming entries of my latest and greatest happenings.  Loves to all.